NeverI've never been in love.Never by ~Alcaeariel
But I have loved before.
I'd like to think I'm capable.
I love my mom and my cat among others.
That must count for something.
I'm a passionate person.
I am obsessive and compuslive.
I'd like to say I'm spontaneous -
but compulsive is closer to the truth.
I have desires.
I am overflowing with them.
Fantasies keep me up at night.
I can't remember feeling wanted.
And I've never been in love.
I believe in love.
I cry during romantic movies.
I sing love songs.
I hope for more of it in the world.
I've met thousands of people.
A few stuck around for a while.
There were crushes and infatuations.
But briefly; always briefly.
I've never warmed up;
or felt the burning passion.
I've been called an ice queen.
Sometimes I believe it.
But I have known heat-
I burn to be the object of passion -
But I don't know what it feels like.
I still feel cold.
I've never been in lo
RestlessI lay upon an empty bed -Restless by ~Alcaeariel
All alone except for my cat.
She stretches while I rub her head,
With tail curling this way and that.
I want to cuddle, hold her tight,
But she stiffens and moves away.
I wanted her warmth through the night,
But she is too stubborn to stay.
Stretched out barely beyond my touch,
Her forgetful tail starts to toss.
I'll pretend I don't miss her much,
She's just another warmth I've lost.
Loving the WindThe wind blows,Loving the Wind by ~Alcaeariel
Stirring up secrets -
I hear it whisper -
Tempting advice -
"Come and dance;
Be my lover."
It calls softly.
I can't answer.
We both remain -
In virgin cold.
Together we sigh -
Shuddering with want.
It calls again -
I cry for the wind.
It can't hear me.
Away it flies.
Two hearts break.
We are alone.
I hear it cry.
My love is gone.